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A Very Hard Report

I just watched a Documentary on the History Channel “Waves of Freedom” about boat rescues of Jews from Europe in the 40’s. It has brought me into a time of prayer asking God many personal questions. Even more than that, it has caused me to do some serious soul-searching and asking myself many questions. Remembering when I received this calling and at that time saying to God, you must have the wrong man, I don’t have any boats, no money, and I’ve never been by anyone’s standards a good organizer. We hear that hindsight allows for 20/20 vision – well, spiritual hindsight seems to have the same quality. Today I find myself speaking with God in prayer and saying that I still feel He could have found someone better qualified and able to organize matters in the area of communications and the setting up of contacts – all so necessary in the preparation for the soon-coming European holocaust. Reminding God once again that it is not necessary to show me that it’s not about Jerry Golden – it’s about saving Jewish lives. For God has shown me it’s not about one’s ability, but about their obedience to a “call” from God on their life. After watching the Documentary “Waves of Freedom” I can attest to the truth that after all these months, and even years, I have accomplished little compared to what needs to be accomplished. My greatest failure has been the ability to raise the needed finances. For such a ministry it will take some very serious finances when it all comes down to it. Today we have the two 60-foot boats with time running out to purchase a much larger vessel. Our contacts in the Greek islands have been taught and prayed with as much as I know how. Our contacts in Turkey and Cyprus are also worth mentioning and they are very important. Yet the truth is that without a serious increase in finances even these contacts will be of little use if we can’t obtain the needed vessels, fuel and supplies, and arrange other very important contacts to make such an operation possible, or even feasible.

Below is another video you might want to watch. It has given me some inspiration and respect for those who put their lives on the line to save Jews in the 40″s.

The Rescue of Denmark’s Jews – Documentary from Leslie Sachnowitz Meimoun on Vimeo.

I am asking you to pray with me over all of the above, simply because at this point we have not been successful enough to save but a few. I feel that I have been a failure, and my heart cries out to God for help because I know if we don’t do much better we will save very few. Please don’t misunderstand me. I am not quitting, and I know God is in control, but I also know God works through His people. It is my belief that everyone in Heaven will have someone else’s finger-print on them. We will be blessed for every Jewish life we save, and I don’t want to think of those we will be unable to save. God help them and us. I’ve had a recurring nightmare where we would have to tell a Jewish family with small children, “I am sorry there is just no more room on this boat”. Each time I have that dream I find myself crying – feeling like something in me just died.

There is in my Jewish soul a heavy sadness because I know the time is very near for this ministry to go into some very difficult rescue operations, and we don’t have what we need to be successful. We need a larger Turkish Gullet of about 30+ meters able to carry way over 100, possibly even 200, each trip home to Israel.

The Ruach Ha Kodesh has just reminded me that there is now no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus (Yeshua Ha Mashiach) in God’s eyes.

We are faced with many distractions here in Israel with missiles raining down upon us – without a word from the UN to the so-called “Palestinians”, the Euro in trouble and looking like it will totally fail, and America experiencing unprecedented problems and facing an economic collapse – not to mention the loss of their personal freedoms and liberties under the Obama administration. Daily I have to think of the calling God has given us and the importance of keeping our eyes on that calling.

God will not be mocked and His Word very clearly says He will bring His people the Jews back to Israel. Many of us have lived through the greatest miracle in thousands of years. It is called the re-birth of Israel in 1948.

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Pray for the peace of Jerusalem, for our son Joel and all the IDF soldiers.

Pray for this Ministry and your part in it.

Shalom, Jerry Golden

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